My life hase been a living HELL for about two months. ever since my grandfaugther past on october 31, 2009 at about seven in the morning. See he had been sick,almost the entier time that I lived with him in Bigsandy Tx. Bigsandy hase been my home... well my true home ever since I can rember. But the original reason I moved up their was so my grand further could help my out with math an well other reasons as well but that is not important. Now I'm back in Duncanville Tx and I am geting ready to move agin. oh my grand furthers wife my step grandmother she is absolutely is horrible, their is still food from the funeral,TWO MONTHS AGO! and other than that there was nothing to eat at that house she never cooked,cooked and it always looked like a tornado went through. And now I am moveing agin to a hole in the wall called anna "oh grate". Why is it my life is always some kinda hell? All of my friend hate me, and my boyfriend Clay I truly love him but I feel it wrong of me to tie him down my mom says "just let things be an dont say oh well if it is ment to be he will come back cause it dose not work" ahhh i need help. any one willing to help me out,that dose not hate me?